左手感情线

留下些印迹,回忆起日子是怎么过的


左手感情线 @ 2009-06-20 12:14

新闻里说了很多关于Google提供很多淫秽色情内容而勒令整改的事情。当时我就想这事儿不对。首先淫秽色情内容是本来就存在的,搜出来是正常,搜不出来只能说明搜索软件功能不强大。当然了,在中国这要另当别论,还能说明网络监察(censorship)系统一天比一天严。第二,我估计淫秽色情占得比重很小,更重要的因素是关于政治方面的内容。打个比方,用Google可以搜出六四方面的信息(当然搜出来了也打不开,被政府屏蔽了),百度就不行了。
然后用无界查了一下新闻,果然如我想的一样。
下面贴两篇报道。
第一篇来自Associated Press美联社关于Google淫秽色情的报道。
第二篇讲的是自六月一日以后买的电脑都必须强行安装政府网络过滤系统。



 
左手感情线 @ 2009-06-13 20:13

今天上午去学校,把纪念品给了沫。后来在彭老师办公室,给彭老师讲了一节课的澳门。末了,彭老师说:“你应该把这些东西记录下来,十年以后再看,会很好玩。”当初写了那么多文章就是为了以后再看会觉得很有意义,结果现在发现,根本没有那种心情去读诶。不过这次还是记录一下好啦,毕竟去澳门不是那么普遍嘛!
为了方便,我尽量按照时间顺序,一条一条记录。



 
左手感情线 @ 2008-06-08 22:08

回到老家,看到五年前种下的小树苗已经顶起了一片绿色,感叹:“变化得好快。”姥姥听后,笑了,“变什么了?不还是那棵树么。”
 
同学聚会,看到了班长。才几年的工夫,她已经从一个假小子出落成个亭亭玉立的少女。刺儿头消失了,取而代之的是齐腰的长发,柔顺地扎成了一个辫子,皮肤也更加白皙。眉宇间的英气不见,净是淡淡的温柔。
 
我是从乡下转到北京读小学的。第一次走进新教室,面对无数张陌生的面庞,我窘迫得不知所措,低下了头。
“欢迎你的加入。”响亮,清脆的声音。抬头,是一位高挑的女生,展开双臂向我走来。她那明亮而自信的笑容,仿佛点亮了整个教室。她给了我一个大大的拥抱,我“扑哧”一声笑了。
从乡下来,说话不免带着些方音。最明显的就是“n”“ng”分不清,常是把“青草”念成“亲草”。那时也都小。同学中很多人模仿我说话,然后爆发出一阵愉快的笑声。我虽然知道他们不是有心要来笑话我,但偶尔总是有些气恼。
有一天,班长对同学说,她是上海人。虽然长在北京,但还是能讲一口流利的上海话。然后就开始用上海话说“你好”、“谢谢”……同学听了都好羡慕,竟是争着要学。还有不少人来问我江西话怎么说。
后来,班中很多人都能用几种不同的方言从一数到十,并为其感到荣幸。那时的我太单纯,只是想着能教别人几句方言挺好。直到毕业后才蓦然明白班长的用意。
班长是那种很显眼的女生。高高的个儿再配上甜美的笑容,还有清脆的嗓音,仿佛人群中有了她就不会寂寞。
她很爱运动。操场上时常有她蹦跳的身影,挥洒下一路的汗水。
她很喜欢政治。经常在班里拿本书高谈阔论,说说对这位总统的看法,那个事件的评价,虽然现在想起来语言想法都很幼稚。她说,她长大要当个政治家。
我羡慕她身上的王者气质。那种自信是腼腆的我学不来的。
印象很深。一次去看话剧,我走在排头。要过马路,我紧张地往后一缩。她拉住我的手,转头,对我甜甜一笑。刹那间,我竟忘了马路的可怕。
 
如今,班长坐在人群边上,很少开口说话。她望着同学们,表情淡淡的,眼中不复昔日的神采飞扬,只是平静。
我走到她身边,看着她,“你变了。”
她凝视着我,笑了,“你也是啊。”
时间如流水,可以冲刷坚挺的棱变得柔滑,也可以使原本光滑的平面磨出棱角。我,也已经不是从前那个腼腆的小女生了。
大家提议一起去吃顿饭。要过马路。站在马路旁边,看着来来往往的车流,念时光逝如流水,心中颇不能平静。这时,手心传来一阵温暖,班长白皙的手与我相握,转头,迎上了那抹甜甜的微笑……
我的眼睛湿润了。
 
漫漫人生路。经历过急流、险滩、高山、瀑布,穿过灌木丛、玫瑰丛,震慑于参天古木的威严雄壮,醉恋于妖艳罂粟的婉转柔情,走遍了人生百态,便看惯了世态炎凉,到了最后,早已不是在起点的模样。
人生洪流交错,尽管灯光五光十色迷乱了眼睛,但总有一些东西一直在那里,一直是那样,不变的。



 
左手感情线 @ 2008-05-11 22:30

昨天晚上熬夜打的草稿,今天早上早起涂好了色
时间来不及,不过效果还好啦
呵呵~

一年一度的母亲节,祝天下母亲,尤其是我的妈妈
母亲节快乐~
Happy Mothers' Day!




 
左手感情线 @ 2008-04-22 14:07

长年留在我记忆中的关于外婆的片断,总是一双闪亮却似乎茫然的眼睛。那双眼睛看着我从两岁长到五岁,又陪伴我度过了零星一些少年岁月,我却总不清楚,它们究竟要告诉我什么。
很小,在老家,我蹲在田埂边玩耍,看着外婆弯着腰,卷起了裤脚在水田中插秧。那时妈妈舅舅已经有了很好的工作,足以让外婆过上不错的生活,但家里总是留了那么一块地,因为外婆说:“不想闲着。”每次工作完往家走,外婆总会再看看那块地,眼中流露出来的是不舍,或许还有一丝满足。直到后来有了风湿病,外婆才停止了在田间的做工。
温暖的下午,外婆搬一个小板凳在屋外缝制衣服。不用戴镜子,穿针引线都是没有问题。缝出来的衣服或许并不漂亮,但足够耐用。一件马褂,穿了七八年,也没有见哪里开线。
一次外婆在做活,我和弟弟在抢一个玩偶。外婆见状对我说:“你不要跟弟弟抢。”顿了一下,我以为她会说什么“他比你小”一类的。然后她说:“他是男娃。”我听了一愣,当时却并没有明白那是什么意思。
后来,我知道,外婆曾经是一个大户人家的女儿。因为是女孩,家里有没有别的男孩子,就被父亲给卖掉换了一个男孩回来。
一次问外婆,“男人好还是女人好?”
“当然是男人好。”
“为什么?”
“男人跑得快,力气大,干起活来不费力。”
“但是女人可以做家务呀!”
“那是女人干不了别的。”
我沉默了。不禁问起来,每次田间的那一回眸,究竟是含着什么样的感情?是满足,是不舍,还只是一种对得起男人的心灵的不缺憾?也许只是想证明什么?不知道。
外公去世了。外婆的工作也终于停了下来。每天干的事,就是慢慢悠悠地走到外公坟前,中午在端来一碗饭,靠着墓碑,“老头子,饭好了。”一天就这么过去了。
不明白,在外公在矿井地下半年不会一次家时,是外婆一个人含辛茹苦,拉扯大了三个孩子并把他们培养成人。但是为什么,她却始终觉得女人比不上男人的一点?也许这是中国农村妇女的普遍的想法吧……
来自黄土,终归黄土。矮小的身躯,粗糙的双手,以及那双眼睛,成了外婆终生的写照。
 



 
左手感情线 @ 2008-04-05 22:04

据说是赵宝伟老师在澳大利亚拍的啦~

这里可以看到未经加工过的照片 嘿嘿
http://foto.yculblog.com/maybenext/CIMG0196.JPG


I'm going to be married~



 
左手感情线 @ 2008-03-20 16:14

太佩服刘安阳了,跟图书馆的庞管理员据理力争,呵呵~  吵架的实战版,精彩!!!
越来越佩服他了

想起小学的时候对他的误解,就觉得羞愧……那么厉害的一个人~ 聪明啊~  天才!!!

一、二、三……条条在理,管理员无话可说,不停地重复:“你退出来,出去……”

找秦老师?!  哈哈~


 
左手感情线 @ 2008-01-04 23:41

Sun: Hello everybody. Welcome to our program “Happy Days”. Today our topic is “ Design”.

So… “design” is a normal word. There are a lot of designs in our lives. We can design things by our own hands, such as a party, a book, a dish, a house, or maybe even a way of life. It’s very easy for us to design something small, something interesting. It just depends if you have the mind to do that.

Now let’s welcome three guests in our program today. They’re Zhang Zhengyan, Chaoyi, Ma Zhe.

Ma Zhe, now we are going to design something simple. What’s your suggestion?

Ma:  A book is okay.

Sun: About what?

Ma:  Well, maybe about all the good memories in junior high. I’m sure you can remember that clearly. It has just been half a year.

Sun: Yeah, that’s a great idea. So, a book. Let’s first talk about its cover, okay? How do you like to design the cover? Are you going to use some photos or pictures?

Ma:  Photos, I think.

Sun: With the scenery or with the people?

Ma:  Scenery. Scenery of my school. It gives me comfortable feeling and can remind me of all the wonderful times I had with my classmates and teachers.

Sun: That’s really good. Then let’s come to the name. A book should have a name, right? What are you going to call it?

Ma:  Let me think. Er…Blooming Flowers. It makes me have this kind of view that all my friends are smiling happily.

Sun:       Wu…Blooming Flowers. That’s a beautiful name. I like it very much, suitable for my book maybe. But don’t you think it’s a little girlish for you?

Ma:  You are right. So just Happy Days. It’s a sunny name.

Sun: I agree with you. (Write it down)

 

Sun: Now we have the cover and the name. Let’s come to inside. The first page of the book is usually blank. What should we do with the first part? I think I’ll put a photo. A photo of all my classmates and teachers. So that’s it! (Point at the photo) See, they’re smiling at me.

       Then I’m going to pick some single photos and write something down under each one.

Oh…let’s first look at this photo. (Liulu) She was one of my best friends in junior high. She likes making jokes and always makes us laugh loudly. See? She is pushing her glasses. This is her ordinary pose. So I’m just going to name it Typical.

Every person has his or her own story. Let’s welcome Zhang Zhengyan to tell us something about Liulu.

Zha: We met each other in junior high. Actually, I was not close to her in the first grade. We didn’t talk much.

Sun: So when have you two been close to each other?

Zha: In the second grade, since she was my desk mate, we talked more. She was an outgoing girl and I am not that kind of person who likes to talk much. Silent, I was always. She was nice to me. Just like an angel who pulled me out of my own world. Since then, I had more communicating with others.

Sun: What did you usually talk about?

Zha: About a lot of things. Computer games, novels, comics, TV programs… We worked together, we laughed together, we do happy things together. Yeah, that time was amazing.

Sun: Thank you Zhang Zhengyan for giving us such a touching introduction. I think we have known her more.

 

Sun: Now let’s move to the next photo. Ha, this is a sunny face. Who is it? Well, I believe some of you may know him. His name is Zhou Peijie, the monitor of our class. Actually, I don’t think he was a successful monitor, but a successful person. He didn’t care a lot of the things of our class. When the teacher gave him some missions to finish, at least it came to the final time, there’s no way for him to have a look at the work. He had a great relation with classmates. Though all of us knew that he was kind of foxy and flexible, or maybe a little selfish, we liked him a lot. If not, how could he get so many votes?

       I think I’m going name this photo Chubby Face.

       (Change a photo)

Sun: Wow, this is a handsome boy. His name is Zheng Hanlong. He was our monitor in the third grade. A full developed boy, good for a lot of things. English, PE and so on. I think he was the most famous one in our grade. Each class had some students who knew him, especially girls. Of course, who wouldn’t notice a good-looking boy playing football beautifully on the court? In addition the court was so small.

       Well, I’ll name it Pretty Boy. I like this song very well.

 

Sun: Here comes Zhang Bojia. Let’s welcome Chao Yi to introduce this interesting person to us.

       So… how did you guys become friends?

Cha: It was funny. You know that he was tall, about 184cm, and sat at the back of the classroom. I was asked by the teacher to sit at the back for talking too much in class. Then ‘Bang’, we became good friends.

Sun: That quickly? Wow, it was amazing. En… how did you feel? What kind of person was him?

Cha: He was great. Great enough for being a friend. He likes laughing and talking loudly. Yeah, that made a lot people look at him. Well, he didn’t care. We have this kind of character in common. I think that’s why we became friends.

Sun: Interesting.

Cha: Except that, it seems like we have nothing in common. He likes football which I don’t. And I love movies which he thinks it’s kind of boring. Well, that’s okay. Though we have so many differences, it makes no difficulty for us to be friends. Nobody says that friends should have exactly the same personality. Just because we’re different, we can improve ourselves from each other and praise each other. That’s what a friend really for.

Sun: Yeah. I got your meaning. So… now you’re in different classes, how can you keep in touch?

Cha: That’s easy. I can go to his class to find him if there’s something important, also he can come here to look for me. On weekends, I’ll call him, talking about all the interesting things that happened in the whole week. There’re always a lot to say. Sometimes it’s even hard for me to hang up the telephone. I feel that we have become closer.

Sun: Happy to hear that. Well, can you give us a word that you think friends should be like that?

Cha: Friends are gold. That’s it.

Sun: Thank you for telling us such an interesting person.

Now, we are going to put the teacher’s photo into the book. Look, here it is. He was our math teacher and was also head teacher. We called him ‘Million’. Because his Chinese name sounds like ‘baiwan’. He was a great teacher, very responsible, and taught really well. I remember what he wrote on my graduation book. I’m not sure I can translate it into English well. ‘The school building is always standing there while the students changes like running water. Though time flies, it leaves the friendship between the teacher and students there forever’.

Sun: At last, we come to the final part. To write the end. I would like to have a lot of signatures from my classmates and let them draw whatever they like. Yeah, that’s interesting.

 

       Wow, it seems like that the time is passing really fast. It’s time to say good-bye now. Hope you will like our program today. And welcome to our program next week. We’ll talk more about ‘Design’. See you.



 
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